In my head today

• Fuck me. Is it still Winter. I am so done with Winter. I'm so over it.
• I wonder how Antonella will get on on her first date in a year. She is seriously freaking out. I hope he's decent.
• Does D. think about me when I'm not there? Is he thinking about me now? Now? How about now?
• Will I be one of those gorgeously glamourous 40 year olds. Or will people look at me and think "she's let herself go", "the years haven't been kind".
• So we're getting a new teacher starting next September in languages. What will she be like? Will she be better than me? Will they sack me?
• Am I a good teacher? Sometimes I think I shouldn't be responsible for the development of young minds. Other times I think I'm good and that the kids are learning something worthwhile. The former always outweighs the latter.
• What the fuck am I going to teach my Year 9's for the next 5 lessons until we break up for Christmas
• Shit. Do I have to buy D. a christmas pressie?
• Just getting to the end of my big bag of Reese's peanut butter cups. Who's going to go to the States and buy me some more?
• Can't stop thinking/worrying about the assembly I have to do on Friday to all of year 7 plus form tutors on healthy eating. Nightmare.

C x